I woke up last night and could not go back to sleep. I tossed and turned for about 2 hours and finally gave up and just got up. I think part of my problem was all the things running through my head – all the plans and ideas I have to do great things for God’s Kingdom. But as I lay there thinking and praying, I began to question my motivation. I tend to be a dreamer in some regards which is not a bad thing but one of the things I am always cautious of is the motivation behind my dreams and aspirations.
Motivation is an important, if not crucial, element to life – any life. Without motivation we would not get out of bed in the morning. There would be no sense of purpose. Now understand, motivation can be external – someone else telling us “You better do this or that.” Or it can come from within. It is this inner motivation I am talking about.
It is vitally important to make sure, as a follower of Jesus, that our motivation to do great things comes from a desire to serve Jesus and others and not ourselves. As long as our motivation is purely and humbly grounded in serving Jesus and pleasing God, then all the other things we are concerned about will either be taken care of or merely fade into irrelevance.
So what motivates you today? I challenge you to pray for God to search your heart – that place so deep inside that only you and God know it – ask God to search you there and reveal to you areas that may not be operating out of pure motives. The Kingdom will be furthered and you will be blessed in the process.
About a week ago I was backing out of the garage, it was early (very early) and I was not fully awake. Some of the men from our church get together for a prayer breakfast at 6 am. I have told them that I am not sure God is up at that hour and so I don’t think I should be either but that has not swayed them. But back to the story, as I backed out of the garage at that early hour, I realized quite abruptly that due to the rain overnight, the opening in the garage had shrunk and my mirror would no longer make it through the opening. Ok, I admit, the garage had not shrunk, I was just not paying attention and nearly took the mirror completely off the passenger side of the vehicle! That is a sickening feeling to know that you have just done damage to your vehicle and there is no one to blame but yourself.