Does your life ever grow stale? Does it ever seem that each and every day is just a routine that you go through – just going through the motions?
I have to admit, I got home last night after a very long day and I was exhausted. As I made my way to my bedroom, the thought crossed my mind – “In a few short hours I will get up and do all this again.” Truth be told, I felt a little defeated in that moment.
Now don’t get me wrong, I love my life. I have been blessed with the most wonderful, understanding and loving family a person could ever want. I have a calling that I cannot imagine doing anything else. But every once in a while, when I get a little more tired than usual, it gets to be a bit overwhelming.
Then I come to one of my readings this morning and I read this:
Certainty is the mark of the commonsense life – gracious uncertainty is the mark of the spiritual life. To be certain of God means that we are uncertain in all our ways, not knowing what tomorrow will bring. We are uncertain of the next step, but we are certain of God. As soon as we abandon ourselves to God and do the task He has placed closest to us, He begins to fill our lives with surprises. — Oswald Chambers, My Utmost For His Highest
When we begin to feel like things are a little stale, maybe we need to review our focus. If we are focused on the work, then it will grow to the point that it overwhelms. But, when we surrender ourselves fully into God’s hands and put God in the driver’s seat we shift our focus to God’s desire and heart. All else fades in importance and we sit back with expectation.
In a sense, we say to God, “Surprise me.”